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Wednesday, 11 November 2009
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Brain-dead! Those things that happen the last few days are taking a toll on my body; both physically and mentally. Home is like an hotel to me.. I seriously thought that moving out is a better choice. If both of us are not happy with one another, then by moving out, lesser chances of us facing one another, I think it is better. You have your own way and style of doing things, I have mine too. It is just about compromising..
2 weeks time, I am going to hit the 22 counter, no longer the 21 anymore. Once you hit 20's, time seems to fly past.. I guess this time round, it is no longer a big affair thing, but a quiet and alone to myself one. Just like what people said, what's there worth celebrating about, it is just like another day, growing old...
Both of us are so busy, there is hardly any time for ourselves, let alone for one another. I am glad I have my books as my companion to keep me through the hours.
Wednesday, 04 November 2009
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Is it me or is it you? Just as when things seems brighter, there bound to be some other things to come along with it. That's why they say good things never last. Things are no longer the same at home; it can never be the same again. The feeling is so different, it makes me even more determine to move out. If I can't stay with you, I rather I move out, so the chances of us meeting and having so many conflicts are much reduced.
Tell me which idiot will let you control until the state that I am in.. Yes, no doubt I am always like a little girl to you (or whatever shit you may wish to call it), but I am a grown up with my own mindset and beliefs. I would gladly appreciate it if you can respect it even if you don't agree with it. What's with the "I-am-your-mother" attitude. You have punk, you have style, I have mine too. I don't think I would want to subject myself to your questioning and humilation.
Sunday, 01 November 2009
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
Sunday, 25 October 2009
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Expectation meet demand. Feelings and thoughts seems to be kind of distorted. Just simply can't put them into the right place. Why is it so tough just to strike a balance in all that I do? Is it me or is it just human by nature? It's tough I know, it's me who chose this road on my own. I don't see it so that I'm over zealous, previously I do stay out till late too. The relationship is between me and him. I just simply can't find time to do things that we do. He got to work, I understand. But when comes Saturday and Sunday, I also do not have time together with him, is this consider a relationship? If that is what a relationship as you define, he's working and don't disturb him, then fine. I'll take that.. I shall devote all the whole world time to myself, this is my relationship, why can't you simply leave me alone?
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- Name: Edwina Quek
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 9/16/2008
